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Guilt.

While some people need their cup of tea or coffee to get by this ‘bed’ weather, I barely need anything. I just need a good book to read and my underwear. Who needs layers of clothes, if you enjoy the chills that the wind gives you? I am burning inside anyway.

I closed the windows. I don’t feel cold. I just want to lessen the noise coming in due to the heavy rain. I am bold and my personality is loud but I hate too much noise. It irritates me the most, just like how an alarm annoys you when you’re in the middle of a beautiful dream. It won’t last long but it will surely irritate you.

It’s been raining for hours now and I wonder why the Heaven is crying — Did I sin again today? Was the Universe unhappy with my decision to quit my previous job and sign up for a new one? Am I that selfish when I did not finish my meal tonight or is this just another stubborn, nonchalant day for me? — I just don’t know. I don’t know anything else except that I am irritated by the noise outside. I don’t even know what’s burning inside of me. I am clueless but I know it is burning. It pretty hurts but I love how it pains me.

The next thing I know, I am writing this while I burn in the fires of Hell.

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Yay for morning hair. Good morning! #Self #Life #Tuesday #Favourite #Hair

Yay for morning hair. Good morning! #Self #Life #Tuesday #Favourite #Hair

Hi! :-) #Self #Me #Life #Thursday #Personal

Hi! :-) #Self #Me #Life #Thursday #Personal

Jul 7

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It’s really good to wake up seeing these simple yet precious things from him. This is such a good reminder to me that, whatever happens, at the end of the day, we still have each and God. Good morning! :-) #Life #Love #Favourite #Happiness #Boyfriend #Gift #Birthday

It’s really good to wake up seeing these simple yet precious things from him. This is such a good reminder to me that, whatever happens, at the end of the day, we still have each and God. Good morning! :-) #Life #Love #Favourite #Happiness #Boyfriend #Gift #Birthday

Here’s one of our perfect #selfies together. Thank you so much for spending the day with me, baby. I love you so much. Thank you for those unexpected gifts from you. :-) #Self #Happiness #Love #Life #Wednesday #Birthday #Me #Favourite

Here’s one of our perfect #selfies together. Thank you so much for spending the day with me, baby. I love you so much. Thank you for those unexpected gifts from you. :-) #Self #Happiness #Love #Life #Wednesday #Birthday #Me #Favourite

Here is my Birthday #Selfie. Happy 21st #Birthday to me! I do not wish for anything else. I am happy and content and that is important to me. :-) #Life #Happiness #Favourite #Self #Wednesday #GPOYW #Me

Here is my Birthday #Selfie. Happy 21st #Birthday to me! I do not wish for anything else. I am happy and content and that is important to me. :-) #Life #Happiness #Favourite #Self #Wednesday #GPOYW #Me

Jun 1

This academic year, my brother is studying to a new school — a minor seminary school, mind you — and today is their first day to be there.

We were there around 1 PM and we started unpacking his stuff and fixing his closet and study table.

Can somebody ask me again why I didn’t pursue Interior Design in college? I knew I was really good at that, wasn’t I? Anyway, I did cover my brother’s study table and closet today.

And I totally love my animal-printed scarf today! I feel so gay!

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When I am sad, you don’t just make me feel happy but you always make me realise how much I am missing if I keep on focusing on negative things in life. When I am alone, you don’t just accompany me through it all but you bring me to places you know I will be happy. When you know I am rattled, you don’t just calm me down but you always hug me tight and never let me falter down. When I met you, you didn’t just get my name and number but you gave your love and trust to me.

I will love your for a million times or so; not until when my love for you runs out. I will love you in so many ways you couldn’t think of. You are one of the best reasons why I want to live and prosper in life; you are my life.

I don’t know what else to say to you but thank you! Happy 6 Months to us, baby, and Happy 24 weeks today. I love you!

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Went to MINI’s office at Bonifacio Global City sometime last week for work.

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Let us all be thankful for another beautiful morning. It’s a sign of new hope and a new beginning.

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National Shrine of Our Lady of Peace and Good Voyage, Antipolo City, Rizal.

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Here are selfies taken from Via Dolorosa - White Cross and Mystical Cave’s mountain peak respectively. We went there for our Maundy Thursday travel. It was tiring but fun. It won’t be a great experience for me if it wasn’t for the great company of my boyfriend, his family and friends. More photos to come later!

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Apr 8

"It’s not what people do to us that hurts us. In the most fundamental sense, it is our chosen response to what they do to us that hurts us." - Stephen Covey.

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Cheers to life and success, baby!

I am happy (and I feel special) that I was there when you got your diploma with your mum and your sister. I was there, taking numerous photographs of you on that very special day for us. I’m happy that our families were all accepting and supportive of us.

I hope you liked the cake and the many sushi that I all got for you. Thank you, too, for letting me sleep beside you and for holding my hands while we were asleep. It was the sweetest thing ever. It was a good thing, too, that my barong did fit you!

Our relationship has been through ups and downs but we were never rattled. We didn’t give up, as you didn’t with your studies.

I love you to the moon and back and to the moon and back again. You are one of the few best things in my life and I don’t just thank you for that; I owe you everything.

Congratulations, baby, and happy 18 weeks to us! Mahal na mahal kita! Sobra! Walang pagsidlan ang pagmamahal ko sa iyo. ♥

PS. I can’t wait for the weekend to come, you know what I mean!

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