While some people need their cup of tea or coffee to get by this ‘bed’ weather, I barely need anything. I just need a good book to read and my underwear. Who needs layers of clothes, if you enjoy the chills that the wind gives you? I am burning inside anyway.
I closed the windows. I don’t feel cold. I just want to lessen the noise coming in due to the heavy rain. I am bold and my personality is loud but I hate too much noise. It irritates me the most, just like how an alarm annoys you when you’re in the middle of a beautiful dream. It won’t last long but it will surely irritate you.
It’s been raining for hours now and I wonder why the Heaven is crying — Did I sin again today? Was the Universe unhappy with my decision to quit my previous job and sign up for a new one? Am I that selfish when I did not finish my meal tonight or is this just another stubborn, nonchalant day for me? — I just don’t know. I don’t know anything else except that I am irritated by the noise outside. I don’t even know what’s burning inside of me. I am clueless but I know it is burning. It pretty hurts but I love how it pains me.
The next thing I know, I am writing this while I burn in the fires of Hell.